A cawing band of crows calls me through the open window. I strain to see them through the trees, searching between the limbs for their sturdy black bodies against the blue sky,
weightless in flight.
I envy them their wings, long for my own to lift my weighted, earthbound body to the heavens.
The rough calls fade to nothing.
Sighing I raise my hand to my chest, press that hollow below the collarbone just above my wild heart– constrained– where she lives, tattooed in ceaseless flight; fingers trace the delicate wingtips and tailfeathers whipped out in black ink under my skin, and know I, too, am
weightless in flight,
arms turned wings stretched out against the blue sky in my own soul.
What you are is what you become by peeling off the skin blistered from standing too long in someone else’s sun. It’s turpentine dissolving, a putty knife scraping the paint you didn’t choose. The wrong shades of the wrong colors, too thick on the skin. And it’s a cocooning, a shedding, a dropping away– as such metamorphoses are; a leaving behind of all that didn’t fit; a walking out into the night. Now take up the brush, and choose your own palette, then color yourself in the blues and the grays—the hues of your soul, with moonlight in your eyes, the gloaming on your cheeks, and stars aligned down your back. Go—fly away with fresh painted wings, your self at last your own.
This morning as I sit in my chair on the porch, my tea steaming and the grass wet with dew, the green garbage truck rumbles onto the street, brakes screeching in protest. Its claw-arm stretches from the side of its great underbelly, reaching and lifting each gray container, up and over; emptying. It makes its way around the circle of the court, upsetting the calm and scattering the house finches and robins convened in the street at the edge of my yard, raising a flutter of complaint. It lumbers away, completing its work– under two minutes, I’m sure–then turns the corner and is gone, though I hear faintly its lurching as it works the next street over.
It’s necessary, I know, this convenience of suburbia; and the finches soon return to the feeders I’ve filled with safflower and sunflower seeds, while chirping at me their sharp annoyance, with which I heartily agree.
Green corduroy jacket on a dark morning, a girl embraced eternity. “Peace, you’re not my prisoner,” she said, “and I am not yours.” So sail soft, slow, baby, on the porcelain ocean. She’s a starless poetry ghost.
(Another in the poetry challenge series from a couple of weeks ago that I have edited just a bit. This poem started as a Magnetic Poetry poem. I’ve edited slightly, but only added words from the original word choice selection I was given, with the exception of the word “jacket” and a few articles.)
Today’s #AparTogether poetry challenge prompt was to write an acrostic poem. This one fell into my consciousness as I sat on the porch this morning. It seems to be reflective of my mood in these days of social distancing and isolation.
Let the birdsong heal your heart
in the moments of your grief, as
silence echoes loss, let
the river whisper peace, and
enter your broken sorrow–
narcotics for your soul.
To help make social distancing and quarantine feel a little less isolating during this COVID-19 mess, my friend Lynn has been coming up with weekly #AparTogether challenges. This week, in honor of National Poetry Month, each challenge is poetic! Today’s challenge was to “write” a book spine poem. Choose a few books from your shelf, arrange the titles and voila–instant poem! I was so happy with mine that I decided to share it here.
And because it may be difficult to read the titles on the photo, here is “my” poem.
On the road
their eyes were watching God.
voices in the air,
the bell and the blackbird,
all the pretty horses.
Imagination in place
a wrinkle in time.
Sorry for your troubles.